Deepwinter (© Biswapriya Purkayastha)
Page 3 Whatever it was that was making the footprints stopped. He actually saw the small puff of snow thrown up by the last step. It hung on
the air in a little cloud, and then fell slowly back on to the bank. An instant
later, something invisible rushed past him, through him, and over him, cold as
the wind that had stopped, and much, much stranger. He felt it in every
particle of his body, although just for an instant; and instinctively, turned
after it, but there was nothing there to see. Then he went to the nearest print and stood looking down at it. For the moment
he decided to ignore what he could not understand and try to understand what he
could. It was a woman’s foot, he saw at once, and it was bare. Only a woman’s foot was
so small, so elegant, and so delicately arched. But, he wondered, what woman
would be out barefoot in Deepwinter, when the snow lay on the ground like this? Then he bent for a closer look, and, for the briefest moment, fear shivered
through his soul. There were claws at the ends of the toes. He could see the marks clearly, now
that he had bent low enough to put his old eyes almost to the snow. The clouds
overhead had cleared, and the moon shone down with its milky light, and the
shadows it threw showed clearly in the snow. The prints left by the invisible
feet of a woman had the marks of claws like those of a beast of prey. Then he remembered that he had nothing, really, to fear; for him, life was over
in any case, and death today or tomorrow made a difference only to him. With
that, fear departed, and a different, nameless emotion took hold; not fear, not
hate, nor courage, just something he had never felt before and so had no name
for. He straightened slowly, and, slinging his bag of food over his shoulder,
he gripped his bronze knife with the other hand and began walking along the
river, in the direction the footprints had been taking. Although the wind had died, it was growing even colder; a great frost had
gripped the land, and even as he walked he could feel the freezing snow crunch
under his old boots. But in a way he had ceased to feel the cold. It had no
meaning for him any longer, just as his decision to leave the Tribe no longer
had any meaning. All that he thought of was to find out what it was that had
made those footprints with the claws. Bekur was not ignorant. Although a hero, a man of action, who had fought and
hunted and rutted all his life with apparently no thought for anything else, he
knew enough of the traditions and legends of the Tribe to know of what might be
waiting for him at the end of the trail. If he had been anyone else, or if he
had been younger with a life still worth the living, he would have turned back
and hidden in the woods and hoped the night would warm up and pass, howsoever
it could, without incident. But he was Bekur, and he was at the end of his
life, and so he went on. As he walked, the land began to rise on both sides, more and more, so that the
valley became more like a gorge. He knew these places; he had hunted and loved
here, but that was in Midspring and Highsummer. He had never been here on a
Deepwinter night before, when no Tribesperson ever, without the strongest
reasons, ventured out of the caves. Just here, the river made a wide turn to
the north, to his left. The slope on the left almost touched the river, so that
he could not see past the bend. He knew that just past the bend the land
flattened out again, into a valley, but the snow and the Deepwinter night had
so changed everything that it seemed as if the landscape he knew had changed
forever. Then he rounded the bend and stopped, looking up, his mouth open in a soundless
scream. She was huge. She was much taller than he could ever have imagined, towering
over him, staring down at him from eyes of total blackness, the blackness of
the night sky between the stars. She was pure beauty, and from her head to her
feet she was the colour of ice, and all she wore was the cloak of her
ice-coloured hair. "You have been seeking me," she said. He heard the words within his mind, and
it was as though her voice was the voice of the ice, too. If cold had a voice,
if snow and ice could speak, that is what she would have sounded like. And the
voice filled him, echoed through his being, and it was the voice that filled
eternity, a voice that came from the depths of the Hell of ice and the pitiless
sky above. It was the voice of Deepwinter. [ Continue to page 4 ] |