A is for Andy (© Sebastian Bendix)
Page 4 The hook of the poker dug into Joe’s
jawbone, and when Andy yanked it loose the entire lower mandible tore free from
Joe’s skull. This didn’t stop the shopkeeper in the slightest and he kept
lunging forward, trying to gum on to Andy with only an upper jaw. Andy almost
felt bad for Joe; the poor guy had spent his entire life in quiet humiliation,
and here he was embarrassed even in death. But the feeling passed as Andy
jammed the fire-poker deep into one of Joe’s eyeless sockets, sending the
shambling revenant down to the pavement. Joe let out a gurgled rasp as he let
go of his second life, and Andy thought that it almost sounded like a mumble. Mother didn’t let Andy watch horror movies,
so he didn’t know to think of the shambling townsfolk as zombies or ghouls, but
he enjoyed killing them all the same. When he passed by Rexall Drugs a woman in
jogging pants with a torn-out throat emerged, and Andy cracked her head open
just to see what it looked like inside, finding it a moldy blackish green.
Figuring it as a sign of infection, Andy resolved not to get too close in case
the disease or whatever it was should infect him as well. It made him awfully
glad he had chosen the fire-poker to use as his primary weapon, and he took
pride in himself for being so forward thinking. The rest of the day was spent casually
re-killing the residents of his sleepy little town. They weren’t hard to find –
he could just pass by a restaurant or gas station and a lurker or two would
emerge, groaning and grasping for his flesh. They weren’t very fast which made
for easy killing, and as the town was sparsely populated to begin with he never
faced more than three or four at a time. Most of the shamblers he encountered
were adults, but at one point he was thrilled to come across a pair of teenage
boys, jocks by the look of their soiled letterman jackets. In his excitement he
got a little sloppy, and one of them – the mean looking one with the big nose
and crew cut – nearly took a bite out of his leg and caused him to drop the
poker. Thankfully Andy was quick with the kitchen knife, and sunk it deep into
the top of the jock’s wire-brush scalp. It gave him enough time to retrieve his
fire poker, and decapitate the other one with a hard blow to the neck. The
whole thing left him winded but satisfied, and as the sun came down he headed
for the safety of home. There, back at the house, a sadness crept
in. Mother’s corpse had really started to reek, so he brought her up to the
attic and set her down in an old rocking chair. He sat with her a while in the
hot and dusty room, wishing he could share with her the excitement of the day’s
events. He wanted to tell her that he had found his true calling, the thing in
this life he felt he was meant to do. But mother just sat there, flies buzzing
around her split-open skull, eyes grey and staring at him with their usual
disapproval. No matter what he did, no matter how many he killed, he could not
seem to make her proud of him. It made him so angry that he pulled a moldy
tablecloth off of a shelf and threw it over her, then left her there to rot on
her own. The following morning he started off with
renewed purpose, but by noon he had started to feel the sadness creeping back
in. Slaughtering shamblers, as fun as it was, had already begun to feel rote.
He tried to spice things up by mutilating them after the kill, or mangling them
before hand and playing with them a bit. A few of them he even allowed to get
close, trying to drive a thrill into it by putting himself deeper in danger.
But in the end, it was the same thing again and again; a whack to the head and
down they went. It was all so repetitive and automatic that he began to feel
like a machine, a robot programmed to carry out this strange, singular purpose.
And the dead didn’t provide much variety on their end; just groaning and
grasping and snapping their jaws. There was some crucial piece missing from the
sad little routine, and by late afternoon Andy knew what it was. Life. Life was what was missing. He needed
to hear screams, feel fear – see the panic in their eyes. Even animals – which
he never would harm – reacted with fear, but these shamblers just stood there
and took it, no reaction of any kind. In some ways Andy felt he was doing them
a favor, and he was not in the business of granting favors. No, he needed to
fight, to feel the blood rush in his veins, and the only way to achieve that
was to kill a live person, as he had done with mother the first time. If only
there was a live person left in this whole stinking town. [ Continue to page 5 ] |