Star Trek: Perchance To Dream (© Robert Denham)
Page 3 Berger looked cockeyed at him; "The Great
Depression? You mean like, in the 1930s Great Depression? The collapse of
capitalist ideology?" "Exactly." Kirk again shook his head and
shrugged, helplessly. He ran a hand distractedly over several
antique books on the shelf; he and Berger shared a common interest as
bibliophiles. His eyes suddenly widened, and he stopped on one book, in particular.
He jerked it out, and gazed intently at the cover. "What is it?" Berger asked. Kirk held it up, cover toward the
psychologist. "Baby and Child Care", he said slowly, clearly mystified, "..by
Dr. Benjamin L…..Spock." He smiled triumphantly. "Frank, that’s one of the
names in my dream! Spock!" He waved his hand jerkily, trying to clear his
thoughts. Berger’s face and brow drew into a
dismissive scowl. "Jim, that man’s been dead for almost three hundred years…"
he said. "Not the author, Frank," he said gruffly,
"…some other….person. The name; Spock." He snapped his fingers lightly and
repeatedly, staring away, his waking mind trying to grasp the tenuous threads
of his dreams, disturbingly vivid as they were. "Tall…greenish-yellow skin
tone…odd hairstyle, pointed ears…angled eyebrows. Weird-looking guy." "Sounds like it," Berger said cautiously,
brow rising slightly, and subtly scribbled something in the file open on his
lap. Kirk’s lips thinned visibly as he watched. Spock…..
McCoy sat dejectedly at the bar and sipped
his bourbon. He’d been so exhausted, that he’d slept through the alarm, and had
missed his court appearance. In turn, he had also lost his case and his chance
at a partnership, if not his job itself. That was still a possibility, too. As he sat there, he considered the damned
dreams; how vibrant, and disturbing, they were. Details that he felt he knew,
somehow, but had never experienced. A hairy monster with suckers on its huge,
elongated fingers; something called….cordrazine? Who was ‘Jim’? The only Jim he
knew was a fellow attorney, but he knew, somehow, that it wasn’t him. He downed the last of the bourbon, set the
glass to the worn oak bar, and motioned for another. The bartender complied. He shook his head and sipped his drink again.
What were they? What did they mean? With no answers at hand, he downed his
drink, left and headed for home, taking a dingy yellow Hovercab.
Three nights later, as all three men slept,
each unaware of the other, the dreams began again. But this one was different;
it was exactly the same for all of them. This dream consisted of instructions;
of a vision of another planet: ashy, desolate, eternally twilit. An image of an
object which was familiar and yet not; a large object they somehow knew was the
originator of their torments: a broad, round-ish stone formation, open in the
middle. It was surrounded by tumbled ruins, eroded by time and by an endless,
forlorn wind, and which stretched to the horizon. An ancient city, a world,
lost when the system’s sun swelled, eons ago. It was the first time they all knew, for
definite fact, two other names. For McCoy, Kirk and Scott; for Scott, Kirk and
McCoy; for Kirk, McCoy and Scott. Recognizable faces. And a clear location: San
Francisco. They were to meet each other there; a café on a pier; the compulsion
now became undeniable. And they were left with a name, as well, for their
tormenter: it was called the Guardian of Forever. McCoy and Scott had it easier; neither was
married. Kirk’s path wasn’t so easy. He considered leveling with his wife, and
telling her exactly what was going on, but then, she’d probably think he was
insane and have him committed. He hated to lie to her, but what else could he
do? He planted some plausible alibis, at home and around the station; a
moderately unnecessary trip to San Francisco, for a law enforcement seminar
he’d heard about. No one thought anything of it, and that was good.
Two and a half weeks later, Kirk stepped
onto the pier about which he’d dreamed several times, since. He stood for a few
moments, looking out at the fog-shrouded Bay, and the blue Pacific, beyond,
listening to the eternal slosh and crash of waves against the shore. [ Continue to page 4 ] |