(Not) Just Another Zombie Story (© Biswapriya Purkayastha)
Page 3 Control yourself. Sorry. I really need to get a grip. But I
can only take so much, and the things I’ve seen...I have to forget them. Maybe
writing some of them down will exorcise them. I can at least try. I remember crouching under a dumpster while
two of them snarled and snapped at the filth over my head. I’d thought they
were trying to get to me, but there was a shrill screaming and I realised there
must have been someone there, trying to hide under the rubbish, someone whom
they’d dug out. A moment later I saw that someone – a girl, maybe ten years
old, whom they were dragging down the street by her arms and biting her
shoulders and upper back at the same time, while she kept shrilling with agony.
I remember one of them looking around for a moment as they dragged her away. Many years ago, when I was quite a little
girl, I’d seen a rabid dog. It had been put in a cage and was being taken away,
and we kids had gone running to have a look at it. It had looked something like
the face of the woman – the creature – which had looked back at me, with the
foam on its muzzle, its glaring eyes, and the bared teeth. At that moment I had
a flash of intuition; this, whatever it is, must be something like rabies. A
mutant form of rabies? My last boyfriend – what does his name
matter now? – had been a kind of terrorism nut. I mean he’d literally spent all
his spare time reading up on terrorism, making theories up on terrorism, and
talking about new forms of terrorism. Since he was a biochemist, his thoughts
had gone over to biological terrorism, and I remember once, when we’d been
lying together after making love, he had started suddenly talking about how any
good biological lab could turn out bacteria and viruses for killing people on a
mass scale. He’d said that the beauty (his word) of such an attack was that
nobody would even know they were being attacked at first and perhaps they never
would, and even if they did suspect anything there was no way to prove
anything. I’d got angry and told him to shut up, and he’d laughed at me and
said that when the time came, I’d wished I’d listened. The sky is clouding over and it’s probably
going to rain soon. If I can stay inside this car until it begins raining, and
if it rains hard enough, I might be able to get to the station without waiting
for darkness. Somehow I don’t think darkness is going to be much of a cover
against these crazed creatures, like the one who’s just gone sprinting past,
blood over its shirt and half its face hanging like a surgical flap. I’m going
to lie down on the car floor and stay down there and hope none of them see me. Is that thunder rumbling in the distance?
Maybe it’s the army coming, with artillery? Has a war broken out? The worst of
it is not knowing what’s going on. It’s getting too dark to see to write, here
on the floor. I think I can hear rain beginning to fall.
4 pm, 2nd May. I’m sitting inside the tiny, windowless
dispensary of the railway station, with a single guttering candle for light,
writing this while I still can. The contents of a first aid box are lying open
before me. I’ve just finished dressing the wound on my calf. It’s only a graze,
and it was made through the cloth of my jeans, but if there’s one thing I know
about rabies it’s that one can’t be too careful. So I’ve washed the wound
thoroughly with disinfectant soap and water, and scrubbed it carefully with a
soft brush. That ought to have destroyed any viruses – if they’re like rabies. I hope. I’m still shivering at the narrowness of my
escape. When the rain began coming down so hard earlier in the afternoon, I
decided to make a run for it to the station. It was coming down so hard that I
could hardly see three metres away, so it ought to be good cover, I thought,
and opened the door and stepped out of the car. The entrance to the station was
just a hundred metres away. Reaching it should be easy, I thought. Reaching it
should be a piece of cake. I don’t know where the creature which
jumped me came from. It may have been waiting on top of the car all along,
knowing I was there and waiting for me to show myself. It might have been
randomly wandering by at precisely that instant and somehow escaped being seen
by me as I opened the door of the car. All I know is that something fell on my
back, hard, and knocked me down to the ground. I rolled, dropping the
bag with my change of clothes and spare shoes, feeling teeth and fingernails
tear at my legs, and kicked out as hard as I could. My sneaker struck something
soft and yielding, and the creature fell back enough for me to scramble to my
feet and run. [ Continue to page 4 ] |